I had a dream that I was on the beach watching the sun set and that you were there rubbing my ear telling me everything will be Ok. I looked up at you and you were beautiful, the sunlight shined on your face and you glowed like the angel that you are you me. I said something and it made you laugh, I told you that it was adorable and that I said I loved you..and you said it back..and you meant.
Then we laughed and hugged...and then we cried because we were finally happy.
Then the sun collapsed into the earth and freed us all, and we became one with the universe and we all finally lived in peace.
But I was a dream...None of it was real and I had to wake up..So we never told each other how we felt. we never kissed..Laughed..or anything we never were freed, we never lived in peace.
So here I lay, Wondering why the universe allows me to share a conscience with such a happier version of myself only to make come back to this reality of Traumatic Joy & agony....Sometime I wish we could live in our dreams forever.